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 [10/15, 11:41 AM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: MY CHOICE (PART 6)

I continue in the relationship and never share what happened to anyone.

On a faithful morning my phone rang, I was surprised to see who was calling me, it was Bro Kunle. Hello my wonderful and beautiful sister, how are you doing? I did not respond because it has been a while we talked. He continued "How is service going? How is your spiritual life?" Eh eh Bro Kunle did not even give a break in asking questions '' How is family? How is the your so called will of God doing since I'm not the will of God? The last question makes me give quick response answering only the first and the last question. I am fine, the will of God is fine and thank God you are not the will.

Sister Nifemi... I am convinced that Bro Pelumi is not the will of God for you, God spoke to me last night that you are passing through fire with Bro Pelumi. Immediately I shut him up and end the call on him. Deep in my heart I know I am passing through fire with him, but I know bro Kunle only want to use that opportunity to get close to me. 

Few minutes later, I received another call, this time it was the president that called me. Sister Nifeeemi, the stress he put on Nifemi makes me sense he want to discuss important thing with me. How are you doing? How is service going? How is your prayer life? How is Bro Pelumi? I viewed and compare the two questions asked by Bro Kunle with the one president asked me. I responded with a smile "my able and ever prayerful Pressy, I am fine o infact I am about calling you before I saw your call on my phone. The president continued in his word, I can see that the heavens crying over you and he devil is no ready to leave you. Share with me what you are passing through, the president pleaded with me. I was dumbfounded, I could not talked, but I summoned the courage to tell him I am not passing through anything at the moment. But I sensed the message is not for now, it is for the future. I preached to the president on how dream works to convince him that I am not passing through anything and to make him know that yes I am still in the Faith and moreover I am not ready to leave Pelumi to another lady, I can't bear the pain seeing my choice of man with another lady and I don't want to be mock. The president smiled and said it is well and he told me to pray very well. I end the call and call Pelumi immediately to inform him about what has happened and I told him to change his ways because I still believe he can rededicate his life to Christ and everything will go smoothly and we will make heaven. I hanged up the call and prepare for work.

I came back home in the evening, I noticed my door was opened and the only person that has the key to my room is Pelumi. I opened the door and met some set of people in my room.

To be continued....

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[10/18, 1:05 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: MY CHOICE ( PART 7 )

Good evening sisters, I greeted, still looking surprise on how they get to my room. I know you are surprise how we get to your room, we are sorry for that. Actually, I took your number from the church book and tried it several times it was not going through. It was one of the sisters who told me that Bro Pelumi is your fiance and that makes me check his name on the list and pick up his number to call him. He was the one who brought us here not quite long. My heavy breathing stopped when I heard that from one of them. How can I be of help? I asked. Well the Lord send me to you and I decide to come along with other sisters. The Lord said the heavens are crying over you, He said he wants you back, He said you should change your ways, He said you should remove your foundation which is Jesus. Sister Nifemiiiii are you passing through hard time? She ask. No o hard time ke, I reject it in Jesus name... I answered pretentiously. She ask again, sister Nifeeemi it is better you open up now for the hand of the Lord is not shorten to save and deliver you. My sister as you can see I am fine and healthy. Is alright, she said and ask one of the sisters to pray and the left. 

That same evening, I went to Pelumi's house to tell him leaving visitors in my room is bad. I got there and spoke harshly to him without greeting him. Pelumi stood up as if he want to draw me closer to apologise, but instead he went straight to lock the door, brought out his belt and told me to off my clothes and lie on the bed. As I was trying to plead that I'm sorry, he slapped me and push me on the bed. Pelumi stop, please stop I cried on top of my voice😭😭 there was no rescue way for me. He raped me and at the same time best me up😭😭😭. Ah! This is hell on Earth for me..

Pelumi stood up few minutes later when he noticed I did not stop crying. He went on his kneels and started pleading. Nifeemi, my love, my heartbeat, my choice, you know you are a rare gem, you stood by me even when I'm about to give up on myself. Nifeemi I'm sorry, you know I'm a gentle guy and I don't like to get angry, what you did was also bad, you just banged into my room without greeting and started shouting on me. Okay I'm sorry it's the work of the devil and you know once we are through with our service we are getting married. Nifeemi please, Ife mi I'm sorry, I promise it won't happen again. 

I could not go home that night nor can I go home the following day because of the pain and spot on belt on my body. I could not sleep throughout the night, Pelumi brought me drugs and cook for me, he even went out to buy me shawarma and chivita.  It was as if the devil prepare a hell and place heaven beside it for me.

To be continued....

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[10/18, 10:00 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: MY CHOICE ( PART 8 )

It was on a Saturday morning, I was washing at the backyard when I heard some people shouting, I quickly rush out to see what is happening. Jesus it was my Landlord daughter lying down dead. I quickly went to one of our tenants to ask what happened to the lady, she said she got pregnant and went to the hospital to abort and now she's dead. I rushed into my room and put a phone call through to a doctor friend and explain how I've been feeling to him. He told me to go to the hospital for test. I went outside to pack in my clothes and go straight to the hospital. 

I got to the hospital and I was tested positive, I could not cry nor laugh. I collected the envelope and went straight to Pelumi's house. Pelumi I am feeling sick and tired these days, he quickly move closer to me and ask is it malaria or typhoid? Have you used any drugs? Or do you want us to go to the hospital to run a test on you to know if it is Typhoid or Malaria? I brought out the letter and give it to him to read. Immediately Pelumi stood up angrily and started shouting, You must be joking, infact it is not possible, how can you be pregnant. I could not believe my hears, I stood up and shouted at him back, who else will get me pregnant if not you? I don't have any guy I'm dating except you, please Pelumi don't do this to me. Ok, if you are joking please stop because this play is too expensive for me, I don't have the mind to take it, you promise to get married to me after our service and now I pregnant, I thought you should be happy that I'm pregnant. Moreover, people already know us to be the best couple. Pelumi picked up my keys and took the key to his room out of it and send me out of his room. 

I got home and started crying😭😭😭having regret of loving him at the first instance. I don't know who I will tell that I am pregnant, I can't even tell them the story on what has been happening to me because I'm scared of Pelumi's friend who can go extra extra mile to hurt me if they find out that I tell anyone. I tried calling Pelumi to confirm if he's still joking, but his number was busy through. I could not stop crying😭😭😭 because the thought of the lady who gave up the ghost keep coming to my mind.

I summoned courage and went straight to the hospital to abort the pregnancy. I got there and I was told the doctor is not on sir. I sat on a bench very close to the nurse stand, and one of the nurse walked up to me and took me outside. She ask, why do you want to abort the baby? I was shocked and started shivering. If you abort the baby you will die. She went inside and I was there standing without knowing what to say. By the time I get back to my senses, I could no longer see her around again. I went to one of the nurses and describe the nurse who spoke with me to her, but to me surprise she said there is nobody like that in the hospital, she also said she saw me when I went out talking alone. I try to explain to her what happened but she said she there is no nurse that has the description I gave her in the hospital. I walked out and went home crying.

To be continued...

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[10/21, 9:20 AM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: MY CHOICE ( PART 9 )

I was touched by what happened in the hospital, it was as if my eyes was just open to see and sense what is going on with me. I called sis Eunice one of the sister who came to pay me a visit and give in details everything that is happening to me. She sympathised with me and promise not to share it with anyone because of Pelumi's friends. I started praying and seeking God's face for  forgiveness. The first day I started the prayer, I was worried and wondering in my heart if God will answer my prayers, so I stopped praying and go to bed.

Later, I started feeling the urge for sex, which i've noticed that I cannot do without since Pelumi's friends raped me and Pelumi forcefully slept with me. I called Pelumi, fortunately for me his number went through and he promised to come pay me a visit that day. He came to my house and I request he have sex with me. We had sex and Pelumi apologize and promise to take responsibility for I and the baby. I was happy that he finally came back to take his responsibility, and I give it a thought that God has finally answered my prayers on him.

It was three days after Pelumi came, I started feeling the urge for sex again, I called Pelumi but this time his number was busy throughout. I decide to go to his house, but I was told Pelumi has moved out of the apartment. I was devastated because Pelumi came to my house and never told me he's packing out. I ask one of the tenants where he packed to, I was told they did not know when he packed, it was one of the his neighbor who said he got to his room to request something from him that find out that he has packed out. I left and went straight to sister Eunice to tell her the latest version of what is happening to me and also explain my urge for sex to her and she said she will help me out. We prayed together and she explain some things to me. 

It was around 2am at midnight, the urge for sex started again and I tried my best to stop the urge but it's not working out. Then I help myself by masturbating, I did that for some minutes and I was calm.

Is remaining two months for me in service and people are getting to know that I'm pregnant. I don't know where to go after service nor do I have anything to do in the state I'm serving. Then I called my president and explain everything to him. To my surprise, he refer me back to Bro Kunle. I called Bro Kunle and explain all to him, at first he was mad at him and said " do you think I'm interested in you when I was trying to get close to you? I was getting close because of what God revealed to me concerning Bro Pelumi so that you can be careful but you use your infatuation love, the things you saw him doing, his smart dressing to put yourself into danger. Well that one is gone and I'm sorry for what has happened". He said this and I started crying😭😭😭and apologize to him.

Bro Kunle never stop calling me since then, he call me everyday to make sure I and my baby is fine and also send me money when I needed it.

To be continued...

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[10/22, 12:52 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: MY CHOICE (PART 10)

        I finished my NYSC, but there was no place to go. I called Bro Kunle to know if he has any help to render, He said he has a sister at ketu in Lagos State that I can stay with since she stays alone. He gave me her number and told me to call her later in the day. I called her, but the way she spoke to me seems bro Kunle had narrated everything that happened to her. She spoke sweet words to me and told me not to worry also not to be depressed. I was happy I finally got a place to stay.

        I packed my things and travel down to ketu, she welcomed me and showed me  my room. She even carried my bags in herself. I took my bath, ate my food and got prepared for bed. Sis Grace called me to sit beside her so that we can discuss, she started the discussion by saying bro Kunle had told her alot of things about me and she believed everything he had said, but she wanted me to hear the story from me. I shared the story with her but her response and reaction this time is annoying and correcting. She insulted me on the areas of my wrongs and later said sweet words to me. We ended the discussion and both went inside.

         Again it happened, this urge for sex started again. This time it's even worse that I have to go the toilet to masturbate again. I didn't want to masturbate in the room because sis Grace may wake up to check on me. I did that and I was satisfied. I was not happy masturbating though but I don't like to share things of this sort with sis Grace because I don't want her to see me as being abnormal.

          I did not go out in search of job because I know I cannot cope, so I stayed at home all through. It was in a afternoon I was watching a movie just to keep myself busy and entertained. In the course of the movie, two love birds were staged romancing and caressing each other this gradually aroused my urge for sex which made me took money and went in search of a sex toy to suit me whenever I feel like having sex.

       My phone Rang and it was mom. She has being calling me to come home but I told her i was retained where I was working in service and I have not being given off from work, my dad also spoke with me and asked about my welfare, he prayed for me and his prayer point was that the Lord will see me through in whatever challenges I am passing through and He will deliver me from the yoke of darkness. I said amen reluctantly and ended the call. I missed home, I said to myself and started crying. Not too long, Bro Kunle called me and asked about my well being and promised to check on me soon. He also asked if I have anything I want to share with him but I said no, I don't, knowing right well within me that I have lots of things to say. 

         At midnight, I was feeling the urge for sex and it was even faster for me to pick up the sex toy and make use of it. As I was using it, I noticed I am bleeding, I quickly dropped the sex toy. The pain is too much and becoming unbearable for mebsobi have to call Sis Grace to help me out. I was rushed to the hospital that night. 

          I gained consciousness and saw Sister Grace besides me. This time, the look on her face shows that something is wrong. I asked her, Sis Eunice is anything wrong with me?  She told me not to worry that when we get home, she will tell once I'm okay. 

To be continued...... 

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