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 [10/14, 3:24 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: My Choice [ Part One]

I graduated from Obafemi Awolowo University (OAU) where I met with Pelumi. My relationship with Pelumi Started as a friend from the same fellowship but different department. The first day I saw Pelumi, I saw a good man in him, and I started picturing how my future home will look like if we eventually get married. He was serving as the Ushering coordinator while I was serving as the welfare coordinator in the fellowship. Whenever I stepped my feet into the church, the first person I see is Pelumi and this make me fall in love with him the more. Pelumi is a tall guy, dark in complexion and his smart dress intoxicate me. I saw him as my choice of man and I started telling it to God that I have eventually find the one in whom I am pleased with for he is my choice.

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[10/14, 4:00 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: My Choice [Part Two]

My prayer continue and on the other way round I decide to take a step of faith to go meet him to be able to gear up our conversation from fellowship things to a close friend conversation because I never wanted him to know the reason for the strange closeness. My plan worked out, we were so close that we turn ourselves to prayer partner and this makes me know everything about him and he also knows everything about me. 

This Faithful day, I decide to visit him at home, I mean that is the first visit. But this first time was a war of prayer. Though my intention was to go there to gist him. Pelumi could not even wait for me to finish my gist, he started studying his bible and told me to join him in studying also. I was not happy but I have to give in my attention to the study. Suddenly, Pelumi said he felt in his spirit that we need to pray, this makes me get angry the more in my spirit and the other side of me was happy that I'm going to get married to a fire branded brother. Immediately, I joined him in praying and the both of us burst into tongues. Hey... Jesus, I was already getting tired and Pelumi is firing on in prayer, hours has gone and we are still praying, but I just have to continue because I wanted him to see me as a fire branded sister also. Later I have to tell him that I felt that we should continue the prayer some other day. Pelumi was overwhelmed that he has seen a fire branded sister and a prayer partner. Not too long as I was about going, I felt I should hug him, and I move closer to him and told him I felt in my Spirit that he should hug me so that I can carry the fire home and moreover we are just friends. As he was about hugging me, someone knock at the door..

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[10/14, 4:04 PM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: My Choice [PartThree]

Oh my God! It was Bro Kunle. He is a friend to Pelumi, they behave like twin brothers, he is the Bible Coordinator and also loves to pray. I left in anger but I have to greet Bro Kunle in a happy mood so that he won't sense anything going on.

On a certain morning, I have to call Pelumi that I'm feeling sick as we ladies love to do when we want a guy to care for us. It was not up to ten minutes he got to my room with food and drugs( as if he's a doctor ). I was happy even though he did not know the kind of sickness in my body. I did not think twice, I sat him down on the bed and lay my head on his laps. He pick up the food and started feeding me and this makes me feel on top of the world that I'm the luckiest lady on Earth to have this caring and loving husband to be🥰🥰🥰.. I'm in love ooo, I know I've chosen a good part(my better half). 

I use the drugs he brought for me and he told me to rest that he will check on me later. I felt bad that I will be the only one in the room and I told him to please wait a little. Pelumi Started the conversation😳😳 I was surprised, it has never happened for Pelumi to start the conversation in every of our discussion. Pelumi said he knows I love him and he loves me also but he's waiting for the right time to tell me. I felt relaxed in my mind because he has never been so emotional. I moved a little closer to him and touch his hand, I poured out my mind to him and told him a little story to swindle his mind away from saying we should pray. We were both carried away with the emotional talks when I noticed a hand touch me.

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[10/15, 8:39 AM] 💖JOE-DYOUNG💖: *MY CHOICE (PART 4)*

The hand was coming nearer to me and he touched my hand and say to me Nifemi let the will of my father be done. I was shocked, I thought he was going to have something with me that day, I was pained though I don’t want anything like sex to happen between us. He left after saying that short word to me.

I woke up on a Sunday morning, 6:30am I was on my way to church. My dressing that day was for Bro Pelumi, but unfortunately I met Bro Kunle on my way; Bro Kunle smiled at me and said “sister Nifemi do you know you are beautiful?” I answered reluctantly because he is not my type. I then replied him that he is also cute and his future wife will be lucky to have him. I said that because I don’t want him to have any affection towards me.

Getting to church, I saw Pelumi looking cute as never before, I walked up to him to tell him I love his dressing and he said thank you dear. During praise and worship session, I danced like never before thanking God for giving me Pelumi as a man best for me.

Few months after we handed over, Pelumi asked me out and I gave him reply immediately without thinking about it twice. We both went for service in the same state and was awarded the best couple.

During the course of our courtship, we had a misunderstanding and this cause a fight between us that Pelumi beat me up. I cried and flash back to the Pelumi I know before. He came back to beg me and we continue the relationship.

On a fateful day, I went to Pelumi’s room to cook for him, getting there I saw some food in the pot; I ask Pelumi who cook for him and he said he did that by himself. I trusted him and know he cannot tell lies.

I served myself because he said he’s not ready to eat and that is all I could remember. By the time I came to my senses, I saw myself naked on the bed. I could not think straight, I was the only one in the room and the bed was stained with blood. Where is Pelumi? What has he do to me? The next thing I saw was three guys coming into the room…

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My Choice ( Part 5 )

What are you doing here? I asked, none of them answered me. To my surprise Pelumi comes in and said they are his friends. I got up angrily to dress up and leave though I was feeling pains, but I was not allowed to leave. One of the guys walked up to me and said he loves my taste and he wish to have more of it. The door was closed and the four guys go another on me, which make it the third time they will slept with me. I started breathing heavily that I could no longer hold my breathe. When they are dressed up, they walked up to me and said I must not tell anyone or else I will die😭😭😭😭.. I cried but did not see anyone to pet me to stop crying. The fear of telling someone gripped me and I decide not to tell anyone, not because they said I should not, but because people know I and Pelumi to be a good couple and I don't want them to know anything going on with us for them not to mock me.

I was locked up in the room till the next day. Pelumi came back with drugs and cook for me. He begged me to stop crying and said what happened was not his fault. According to Pelumi, he was once a Cultist in school but later gave his life to Christ in the fellowship. Their routine in their cacuas is that if anyone of them have a girlfriend, they will be the first to sleep with her. 😭😭😭 I regret falling in love, I regret choosing for myself. He continued saying he has slept with their girlfriend even in the cause of the executive and that is why he does not want to have a girlfriend and since I came to him his gang has been monitoring him. 

Pelumi why could you do this to me? I the welfare coordinator, who want to hear that this is what I'm passing through😭😭😭 I'm dead. I smashed myself on the ground as if that was the end. He further said it was their agreement that whenever he propose to me, he should let them know.

Ah! Jesus where is thy Face?  Pelumi is a Cultist, why didn't I see it from the beginning, Pelumi the gentle, smart, and handsome guy. Jesus what have I gotten myself into? I started asking rhetorical questions that has no answer. 

Pelumi pleaded to me and said they will never show up again. I was there throughout the month to be able to regain my strength and for the wounds I have to be cured.. Ah! Pelumi has killed me😭😭😭

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